Feast Day: June 11^th | Apostle, Son of Encouragement, Levite, Missionary | Imagery: Vested in the Stole of Priest, Carrying Book or Scroll symbolizing the Message of the Gospel, Palm Branch of Martyrdom, Bearded like an Apostle, 

I recently opened the famous AI website, Chat GPT for the first time. I was bemused as it churned out a recommended running plan to better my 1-mile speed, but didn’t want to be too easy on the number-crunching-web-bot. So, I asked it “Tell me about St. Barnabas. How can I connect him with the Eucharist?” And … in about 10 seconds it had given me a summary of the life and efforts of St. Barnabas, a catechesis on what Christians believe about the Eucharist, and how St. Barnabas did not himself say, or do, anything directly related to the Blessed Sacrament, but certainly was a primary character in the early Church, whose life was already was centered on the Sacrament of the Eucharist. Writing the same essay would take me 90 minutes if I was undistracted (and good luck sitting at any modern computer and not getting tugged off task by the thousand other things you could be doing!) [Computer: 1. Human: 0]

I was flabbergasted, elated, eclipsed, and shocked all at once. I have spent multiple years of my life researching and writing, and continue to do so for some hours every week, … and today a nondescript website with an intricate network of silicone circuits and a massive database of information can supersede my efforts without even trying. We have to ask ourselves: Does this change the value of a human being? Is my time a waste? The answer is no. But what do we base that on?

I want to base it on St. Barnabas. 

St. Barnabas (thank you Chat GBT), is referenced in the New Testament 9 times. [Correction from the human: Barnabas appears 9 times in the Acts of the Apostles; he also appears in 1^st Corinthians 9:6, where St. Paul asks “Or is it only Barnabas and I who have no right to refrain from working for a living?” AND in Galatians 2 and 4, where St. Paul recalls his and Barnabas’ efforts at the Council of Jerusalem. Computer 1. Human: 1.] Throughout those passages, the characteristic that best describes Barnabas is generosity. 

Acts 4:36-37 gives us both Barnabas’s nickname, “Son of Encouragement” [Bar/Βαρ/בֵּן + Nabas/Ναβᾶς/נָבִיא], as well as another of his names, Joseph, described as a Levite from Cyprus. This man, who early tradition says traveled to Jerusalem to study at the feet of Gamaliel, is introduced to us first in Acts 4 as selling his farm and bringing the proceeds to the Apostles.  It should be noted that Gamaliel is the same famous Pharisee and rabbi who taught St. Paul, and who counseled the Sanhedrin regarding the apostles “keep away from these men and let them alone, for if this plan or this undertaking is of man, it will fail; but if it is of God, you will not be able to overthrow them. You might even be found opposing God!” [Acts 5:39-40].

On top of this, numerous times we see Barnabas offering not just his possessions, but his life, for the good of the Church. Acts 9 tells us how he brought the recently-murderous Saul to the Apostles, a courageous befriending that would change the world. In Acts 11, this saint, called “a good man, full of the Holy Spirit and of faith” [Acts 11:23], is sent to Antioch to encourage and evangelize, and then onto Tarsus to bring Saul back, together working to relieve those suffering from a famine. By Acts 12, they convene in Jerusalem before being ordained by the Church with fasting and prayer, and setting off on their first missionary journey. These two would continue to travel together for years, on multiple journeys, returning to Jerusalem famously for the Council of Jerusalem where their report of the conversion of the Gentiles would change the course of the Church, committing the followers of Christ to the completion of Christ’s mandate (and promise) that “you will receive power when the Holy Spirit has come upon you, and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the end of the earth.” [Acts 1:8] [Scripture passages provided by Chat GPT; Computer: 2. Human: 1.]

Charitable. Encouraging. Good. Faith-ful. Obedient. Persevering. These are how St. Barnabas chose to live out the graces and charisms that he was given. He did not hoard God’s gifts for himself. He did not return to his farm on Cyprus and soak in the sun, enjoying solitarily his encounter with the Lord. He gave himself away; he put his life at the service of that Lord every day for the rest of his life. He risked a friendship with someone as volatile and intense as Saul, and made him into a saint and apostle. Chat GPT may know these facts, but it cannot know the person of St. Barnabas, and it cannot emulate him. You and I can!

– Fr. Dominic offered Mass this morning, conversed with God while admiring the beauty of the sunrise, persevered through a hard 50-minute run, and sacrificed 90 minutes of my life towards this essay… Nothing extraordinary about any of those things, but Chat GPT, even if it could analyze those experiences, cannot devote itself to them, nor choose them out of love. You and I can. [Computer: 2. Human: ∞.]

While visiting my parents in Wisconsin recently, my mom shared with me that she had purchased a few tomato plants to be planted in a new raised garden bed that my dad had just set up in the back yard.  My mind immediately went to the delicious taste of fresh, home-grown tomatoes, one of my favorite summer treats!  But as I looked at those plants sitting on the kitchen counter, I realized there was quite a journey ahead of them before they would bear the desired fruit for which they were created.  The successful production of fruit would depend on the plants being properly cared for, ensuring that they get enough water, that the weeds get pulled, and that the deer stay away from the plants.

The image of tomato plants is one that often comes to mind when I think about the Holy Spirit, whose descent at Pentecost we celebrate today.  In particular, I think of the fruits of the Spirit, so desirable to us.  Here is how St. Paul lists them: “But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control.” (Gal 5:22–23) If you are like me, seeing this list makes my spiritual mouth water with a desire to have these fruits!  But, as with those beloved tomato plants, to enjoy the fruits of the Spirit, we need to ensure that our souls are properly disposed to ensure the growth of these fruits.  In other words, these fruits are not automatic.  We cannot produce them on our own, but our cooperation with the Lord will give them the environment that they need in order to be present for our enjoyment as Christians.

Think of how weeds can slow the growth of a plant, and how if they are not controlled, can actually kill the plant, preventing it from producing any fruit.  In the spiritual life, those weeds are our sins.  Every time we come to Mass, we are called to acknowledge our sins, to humbly admit we have spiritual weeds in our lives.  The Mass helps in removing those smaller weeds, known as venial sins.  But some weeds (mortal sins) have deep roots and require a more intense uprooting, which is why we have the Sacrament of Reconciliation.  So as you review the list of the fruits of the spirit, and wonder why you just cannot seem to be patient, joyful, or self-controlled, ask yourself this question:  When was the last time I went to confession?  If it’s been more than a month or so, you are likely being prevented from enjoying these fruits due to unattended spiritual weeds which the Lord is more than happy to help remove in the sacrament of His mercy.

Another important element for growth with many plants is exposure to the sun.  If there is no sun, or if the plants are in places that never get good sunlight, they are likely not to grow, at least not as effectively as they could.  When it comes to growing in spiritual fruits, the same principle applies, but this time, we are in need of exposure to the Son.  One of the ways that we do this is through daily prayer, when we place ourselves in the presence of the light that is Christ, whose loving gaze warms us and helps us to grow.  In that regard, a way of getting maximal Son exposure is to spend time in prayer in the presence of the Blessed Sacrament, especially in Eucharistic Adoration.  The rays of Christ shine most powerfully on us during these times, strengthening us in His love, bringing about that transformation in our hearts that make room for the Spirit to work and grow in powerful ways.

Why not take advantage of this during our 40 Hours Devotion that will be taking place June 9-11?  As you read this, I can guarantee there are still many open slots that need to be filled.  But please do not hear that as just a plea that we need you to fill those slots.  More importantly, I make the plea to remind you that you need this time for your own spiritual growth, so that we can more fully bear the fruits of the Holy Spirit in your life, for your good and the good of the Church.

Feast Day: June 2^nd | Priest and Exorcist | Imagery: Middle-age Men, Tonsured, holding Palm or Crown indicating Martyrdom; Marcellinus in Chasuble, Peter in Alb 

Fragments of their final days trickled out to their fellow Christians: of Peter’s imprisonment, but then his marvelous deliverance of the jailor’s daughter from demonic influence! Yet, the good priest Marcellinus, who came to baptize the family who had all chosen Christ, ended up imprisoned as well, both he and Peter held in horrible, tortuous, conditions. In a scene reminiscent of the worst viciousness man has inflicted on man, the priest Marcellinus and the exorcist Peter after their brutal imprisonment were marched outside of Rome, ordered to clear the ground for their own grave, and were then beheaded. Those tasked with carrying out Diocletian’s persecution did not want their bodies to be found. 

But God had other plans! In a dream that very night, the two martyrs, now splendid and glorious, appeared before the Christian woman Lucilla, showing her where they had been martyred. Their bodies were carefully collected, and their relics have been passed down through all the ages of the Church since. Why such an importance on finding their bodies? Why not just pass on their story, their example, their courage? Why dig catacombs? Why risk life and limb to save the bodies of the martyrs? Why, when almost everything else about these men has been forgotten, do we remember their death, and reverence their bones? 

Certainly, and perhaps most importantly, we care for the bodies of our dead because we believe that all of us will be resurrected to bodily eternal life. God created an entire material world, and seems to like it quite a lot, and all of it is meant, somehow, for eternal glory, especially our human bodies. This is precisely the truth underscored by Christ’s ascension, with His human body, into Heavenly Glory. BUT, there is another dimension that we often forget: we also believe that all of us here and now, in our bodies, already give glory to God. Grace enters our world in a bodily way! “[T]he believer’s body and soul already participate in the dignity of belonging to Christ. This dignity entails the demand that he should treat with respect his own body, but also the body of every other person, especially the suffering.” [CCC1004] “Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit within you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. So glorify God in your body.” [1 Cor 6:19-20]

Christ’s ascension is enacted within us now by the indwelling of the Holy Spirit! This was the Spirit that operated through Peter’s touch to drive away Satan’s oppression. This was the Spirit that allowed Marcellinus to overcome his natural fear of death and choose the path Christ placed before him, even if death may be the consequence. And this is the same Spirit that is given to all of us to persevere through our own share of hardship, to patiently respond when love is demanded of us, to choose the duty of our state in life and know how God has entrusted it to us, to place our confidence in God when it seems easier to handle it ourselves, to pray for someone when that is not what they asked of us, to give ourselves bodily to the work of God. It may not even feel “holy”. You can still offer bodily sufferings to God when you’re stuck in bed. You can still give Him glory when you didn’t get a goal accomplished. You can still give Him thanks when you are fasting, or feasting. Sts. Marcellinus and Peter remind us that our bodies are sacred, they carry the Holy Spirit, and everything we do with them matters to God.

– Fr. Dominic is currently sitting in a coffeeshop, wishing he had gotten more of St. Francis de Sales read, and more of these articles written, and more emails sent … but God didn’t create our bodies just to get work done … though that truth is one He continues to impart more and more deeply into me.

The question some may be asking is why should one partake in the 40 Hours Devotion?  The most obvious answer is to spend time with the Lord in adoration.  Jesus is truly present in the Eucharist and by setting aside time for adoration, we take time to be with the one who loves us, who has called us friends.  But there are other reasons for us to participate in this beautiful devotion.  In doing some research on the history of this devotion, I came across the following:

While the Forty Hours Devotion nurtures the love of the faithful for our Lord in the Blessed Sacrament, three special dimensions have also surrounded this devotion:  the protection from evil and temptation; reparation for our own sins and for the Poor Souls in Purgatory; and deliverance from political, material, or spiritual calamities.   Here the faithful implore our Lord to pour forth His abundant graces not only for themselves, but their neighbors, not only for their own personal needs, but for those of the world.

In other words, spending time in adoration can serve to strengthen our awareness of being a part of the Body of Christ, which is the Church.  As members of that body, we have the privilege of supporting other members of the body through our prayers.  Think of the more than 1 billion Catholics scattered throughout the world, and how when we spend time in prayer, we bring them with us, in a sense, praying for their needs.  It can be a helpful practice to spend part of our time in adoration calling to mind the various intentions of the members of the Body of Christ, those who are known to us and those who are unknown.  Having that awareness of being able to pray for the Church gives us a little more motivation for coming before the Lord in adoration.  I sometimes think to myself in prayer – “Perhaps my being here in adoration before the Blessed Sacrament is making possible somebody somewhere in the Church to realize, maybe for the first time, that God loves them.”  As I mentioned in my previous article about praying in the middle of the night, I find it helpful to pray for those who are out and about during those hours, such as first responders or people working in hospitals.  I also think about how at 2 am, there may be some less then virtuous actions taking place, and I offer prayers of reparation for those sins, begging God to grant conversion of heart to those who are stuck in a pattern of sin.

Another thought that I find helpful to think of when in adoration is to unite myself spiritually with those members of the Body of Christ who, while I am in prayer, are also praying in the presence of the Blessed Sacrament.  There is probably somebody in the adoration chapel at Blessed Sacrament here in town at that time.  There are perpetual adoration chapels all over the world, and it’s comforting to know that we are all praying together.  Perhaps there is somebody who has a dying family member in the hospital, and that person has gone down to the hospital chapel to pray for their loved one.  There are certainly contemplative religious scattered throughout the world, dedicating so many of their waking hours to prayer.  We can unite ourselves to all of these people, and know that those who are praying are doing likewise for us.

I hope that some of these reflections on the communal nature of adoration are helpful to you in motivating you to consider signing up for an hour or two during our 40 Hours Devotion.  First and foremost, you will deepen your relationship with Jesus, but you may also be providing the prayers that somebody in the Body of Christ needs for their relationship with the Lord.  Perhaps only in Heaven will we understand the impact one hour has had on the Church, but one hour given to the Lord could be just what somebody needs in order to accept the gift of Eternal Life.

Feast Day: May 26^th | Priest, Second Apostle of Rome, Founder of Oratories of Secular Clergy | Imagery: Priestly garb, especially “Neri Style” Chasuble; Looking up to Heaven, Surrounded by saints, or children, White beard, Heart aflame, Holding lilies, Book, or Cruficix  | Patronage: Laughter, Comedians, Artists, Writers

Fr. Philip Neri’s final day was pretty typical for him: hearing confessions, celebrating Mass, engaging visitors in banter as well as spiritual conversation, living with brother priests in one of the oratories that he founded. And, it was Corpus Christi, the day on which the whole Church celebrates the Body and Blood of Christ! He had begun his walk after the Lord as the Council of Trent was radically calling all Christians, especially priests, back to holiness and a faithfulness to the truths of the faith. Philip was not yet a priest, but had already begun to meet with ardent laymen and women, talking about the faith, assisting the poor, going on excursions outside of Rome to visit the ancient churches (he restored the tradition of walking between the 7 most ancient of the cities churches, which stretched back to the first seven deacons of that city) and enjoy each other’s company over picnics and singing and praying together (he began the famous 40-hour devotions that continue to our day, when people sign up for shifts over an entire weekend to accompany Our Lord in Adoration of His presence in the Eucharist!)

He would bring this ardor, and joy, to his ministry as a priest as well. Often called the “Second Apostle of Rome” (after St. Peter himself, though of course St. Paul had also finished his life in the Eternal City), by his example and candor, Philip had brought so many people back to the practice of their faith, and a joyful practice of the faith, that he earned this astonishing title! One famous story comes to my mind that illustrates these characteristics and indicates his holiness.

As persecution against the Church raged in England (following Henry VIII’s defection from the Church having been refused an annulment of his valid marriage to Catherine of Aragon; though probably at the time of this story the persecution continued under Queen Elizabeth I), Fr. Philip would sit outside of his oratory greeting those that walked by, and each day the seminarians who had fled England to receive their formation elsewhere, and who were preparing in Rome to return to their persecuted homeland, would walk past on their way to class. The every-cheerful Philip would call out to the plucky young men “Salvete flores martyrum!” The phrase literally means “Greetings flowers of the martyrs!”, and I suspect would remind each of them the seriousness of their vocation! (The holy Philip had been asked by one of the first to go back to England for his blessing before that new priest strode into the jaws of death and apparently he took it as his work there in Rome to encourage the young men in the preparations for such a fate.)

That story is actually passed onto us by St. John Henry Newman, who would convert from Anglicanism to Catholicism some 300 years later in England, experiencing a very different kind of persecution there, one, at least, that didn’t lead to his death. It reminds me that each of us is given the precise grace we need to be God’s instrument in our lives. Philip didn’t head off to England to die a martyr’s death – God didn’t ask that of him – but perhaps those young priests that were called to the ultimate sacrifice, received just enough grace each morning to stay faithful each day to the Lord’s call to them.

– Fr. Dominic was ordained a priest on May 26^th, St. Philip Neri’s feast day. Many of the days while he was studying in Rome he walked past the Church where St. Philip is buried, Chiesa Nuovo and recalled one or more of the many wonderful stories told about the great saint. One final tale: to a person who confessed the sin of gossip, Philip asked for their penance that they tear open a feather pillow from the Church’s belltower … and then go and try to collect all the feathers. Detraction is similarly impossible to reverse! 

In February 2006, I stepped foot into a seminary for the first time.  I was attending a priesthood discernment retreat at Kenrick-Glennon Seminary in St. Louis with nearly 40 other young men.  There were many graces from that retreat, but one in particular comes to mind as I think back on that memorable weekend.  It happened on Friday night, the first night of the retreat.  After dinner, we went to the main chapel of the seminary for a time of Eucharistic Adoration.  What I did not realize at the time was that we were gathering to mark the beginning of a special devotion known as the 40 Hours Devotion.

The 40 Hours Devotion involves adoration of the Blessed Sacrament for 40 continuous hours, breaking only for the celebration of daily Mass.  We know that 40 is a significant number when it comes to our faith, so it is a fitting number of hours for this devotion.  During those hours, the men in the seminary would sign up in groups of two to spend an hour in front of the Blessed Sacrament, meaning that prayer was being offered that entire time.  The thought of that really struck me, and it was such a blessing to be able to stop in the chapel during the retreat to see Jesus present on the altar with two young men kneeling in front of Him in adoration.

Once I entered the seminary, this tradition continued.  My first year, one of my friends mentioned that he was going to sign up for a time in the middle of the night.  I thought that sounded a little difficult, but I decided to do likewise.  I went to bed early and rose with my alarm ten or so minutes before I needed to be in the chapel.  Myself and the other seminarian signed up for the 2 AM slot entered in and took our places.  I looked up at Jesus who was right in front of me and entered into the silence.  Before I knew it, I heard the footsteps of the next pair, coming to replace us!  The time flew by in a way that I had never experienced before.  From that point on, I tried to be one of the first in line to sign up for a slot so that I could claim one of those hours in the middle of the night.

From my experience of the 40 Hours Devotion while in seminary, I had always hoped this would be something that I could bring to a parish to which I would be assigned in the future.  I am happy to say that we hosted a 40 Hours Devotion two years ago in the days leading up to Pentecost.  After taking last year off, we are planning to bring 40 Hours back for the days leading up to the Solemnity of the Body and Blood of Christ, better known as Corpus Christi from June 9-11.  During that time, we will be inviting you to consider signing up for an hour with the Lord.  We will begin on Friday, June 9 with an Opening Mass at 5:15 PM and conclude with the celebration of the 10 AM Mass on Sunday, June 21, which will include a Eucharistic Procession in the nearby streets.  If you are trying to do the math, with breaks for Mass, that will leave us just short of 40 hours technically, but with daily masses being just 30 minutes, and the Sunday 7 AM usually not taking more than 45 minutes, we will be pretty close to 40 hours.

I plan to write more about 40 Hours in the next couple of weeks as we prepare for this beautiful devotion, but in the meantime, please mark your calendars for those days.  Beginning next weekend, we will have volunteers available after the masses so you can sign up.  We will also be sending out an email with information about how to sign up.

One final thing – do you remember how I asked the parish to add a 4^th Hail Mary during this Eucharistic Year?  Perhaps you can particularize that intention in these days, asking Mary’s intercessions that many will come to encounter her Son in this beautiful devotion.

Feast Day: May 17^th | Lay Franciscan Brother | Imagery: Robed as a Franciscan, Carrying or Worshipping the Eucharist, Surrounded by Sheep,

Poverty doesn’t guarantee you will become a saint, but Jesus was poor, and a whole lot of saints have learned sanctity in the school of scarcity. St. Paschal was one of them. He was born on the feast of Pentecost in 1540 to peasant parents in the Kingdom of Aragon in Spain. At that time, children were often given names based on the feast day on which they were born, and so, being born on the culmination of the season after Easter, the Baylón baby was named “Paschal”.

He would be a shepherd for most of his early life, spending much of his life out in the hills guiding and protecting his family’s flock. During those hours, having been given the Little Office of the Blessed Virgin Mary (a collection of psalms, prayers, and hymns similar to the Divine Office that all priests and religious promise to pray), whenever he came across someone who could read, he would ask them to teach him another word or phrase, slowly learning how to pray the prayers that he carried with him everywhere. Already, he was noted to have a supernatural generosity, giving away part of his food to feed those poorer than himself, and an integrity and humility beyond that of his fellow shepherds.

Gradually these virtues allowed him to hear the gentle call of Christ to religious life. He was directed towards a number of well-endowed monasteries but having come to know Christ in his early poverty, Paschal knew to reject the attraction/temptation of a more comfortable road, not wanting to neglect where Christ had already been working in his heart. At the age of 25 he entered the Reformed Franciscans, discerning during his novitiate that the Lord was not calling him to priesthood but to the simple life of a Franciscan Lay Brother. He would spend a number of his years humbly manning the door, waiting for people to come by and attending to their needs. (Several saints held this same role in their communities!: Andre Bessette, John Masias, Charles of Sezze, Didacus of Alcala, Alphonsus Rodriguez, Benito Solana Ruiz, Bonaventure of Barcelona, and Bl. Solanus Casey. Don’t think that holding the door for someone or picking up the phone is not a path to sainthood!)

However, he was also entrusted with quite arduous labors, including a mission to the Calvinist and Huguenot heretics, attempting to renew in them their belief in Christ’s presence in the Blessed Sacrament. One could questions whether he was successful at this – given the mob that formed and almost killed him – but it seems that his measure of success was not that of this world, but perhaps that of God, because his own generosity, humility, and devotion to prayer before the Tabernacle, were undaunted by the rejection. He died of an illness in 1592, only 52 years old, and without many accomplishments that the world would count important – caring for sheep, praying for hours, kindness to all?? – but he was immediately acclaimed a saint, miracles were rampant at his tomb, and he is a patron saint of Eucharistic Congresses and Eucharistic Devotion. May he pray for us as we seek renewal in our own Eucharistic love! It seems that we probably should start with some kind of poverty…

– Fr. Dominic often looks for consolation in food. Example at hand: a piece of dark chocolate and a few tablespoons of peanut butter went into the composition of this article… But holiness is not going to be found there! St. Paschal points us towards the importance of feeling hungry at times – whether physically or in other ways – and then directing our hunger, our poverty, towards the Bread of Life. If we aren’t ever hungry, we won’t adequately appreciate Christ’s gift, and if we don’t fill our hunger with Heavenly Food, we’re apt to be stuck with chocolate and peanut butter for all eternity. (Which, I promise, will not satisfy us for very long.)

At a recent Family of Faith gathering, some of our families shared some reflections on how their families pray together.  One family had mentioned how the children asked the parents about why they did not pray the Thanksgiving after Meals Prayer, as they had observed with their grandparents.  The parents humbly received the challenge from their children and have added it to the end of their meals.

I think this example highlights something many of us experience.  We can be pretty good about praying before our meals, but how often do we conclude our meal with a prayer of thanksgiving?  Perhaps some of us are not even aware that there is a standard prayer for after meals!  For reference, here is one I usually use:

We give you thanks, Almighty God, for these and all of thy benefits, which we have received from your bounty, through Christ, our Lord.  May the divine assistance remain always with us, and may the souls of the faithful departed, through the mercy of God, rest in peace.  Amen.

Now, this also applies to the meal of the Eucharist.  Many of us take time to show up a little early to pray as we prepare for Mass.  But it is not so common to see people remain after the final blessing to spend some time in thanksgiving for the gifts received in the Eucharist.  There are a variety of ways to offer thanksgiving, typically usually your own words, thanking God for the gift of His life shared in the Eucharist, praying that the graces received will bear fruit in your life,  guarding you from all of the threats that can throw you off from following Him.

There are some very beautiful prayers that have been composed over the years that can be used as well.  There is a Prayer after Communion written by St. Thomas Aquinas that can be found on the back of the white Pray Together booklets in our pews.  One of my favorite prayers is called the Universal Prayer, which has been attributed to Pope Clement XI.  It is rather long, but beautiful, and I share it here in case you would like to give it a shot.  Whatever prayer you offer, I encourage you to do something, as it will only strengthen your love for this sublime gift of His Body and Blood that He offers to us at each Mass:

Lord, I believe in You: increase my faith. I trust in You: strengthen my trust. I love You: let me love You more and more. I am sorry for my sins: deepen my sorrow. I worship You as my first beginning, I long for You as my last end, I praise You as my constant helper, and call on You as my loving protector. Guide me by Your wisdom, correct me with Your justice, comfort me with Your mercy,

protect me with Your power. I offer You, Lord, my thoughts; to be fixed on You;

my words: to have You for their theme; my actions: to reflect my love for You;

my sufferings: to be endured for Your greater glory. I want to do what You ask of me: in the way You ask, because You ask. Lord, enlighten my understanding,

strengthen my will, purify my heart, and make me holy. Let me love You, my Lord and my God, and see myself as I really am: a pilgrim in this world, a Christian called to respect and love all whose lives I touch, those in authority over me or those under my authority, my friends and my enemies. Help me to repent of my past sins and to resist temptation in the future. Help me to rise above my human weakness and to grow stronger as a Christian. Help me to conquer anger with gentleness, greed by generosity, apathy by fervor. Help me to forget myself and reach out toward others. Make me prudent in planning,

courageous in taking risks. Make me patient in suffering, unassuming in prosperity.  Keep me, Lord, attentive at prayer, temperate in food and drink,

diligent in my work, firm in my good intentions. Let my conscience be clear,

my conduct without fault, my speech blameless, my life well-ordered. Put me on guard against my human weaknesses.  Let me cherish Your love for me, keep Your law, and come at last to Your salvation. Teach me to realize that this world is passing, that my true future is happiness of heaven, that life on earth is short,

and the life to come eternal. Help me to prepare for death with a proper fear of judgment, but a greater trust in Your goodness. Lead me safely through death to the endless joy of heaven.  Grant this though Christ our Lord.  Amen.

Feast Day: May 14^th | Apostle and Martyr| Imagery: Bearded and Robed as an Apostle, Holding Scroll or Book of the Gospels, and/or an Ax, the instrument of his martyrdom.

On the feast of St. Matthias each year the church offers for our reflection in the Office of Readings, a homily by St. John Chrysostom on the call of St. Matthias. I place it before you today, (having no better words to say myself about this great addition to the Apostles) and wanting to focus our attention on what happens whenever the Church chooses, ordains, a man as a priest (or bishop, a full member of the apostles)! Chrysostom is reflecting on the scene given to us in Acts 1:12-27, right after the Ascension, when St. Peter calls upon the early Church to replace Judas who had lost hope in Christ and hung himself, and his emphasis cannot be underestimated: this is God’s choice, and made by the Church! All of us are called by God, within the Church, to some way of faithfully following the Lord, some way of witnessing to what we have seen of Christ’s power. Have you and I let the Church call that out from us?! Here is how the great golden-tongued-preacher told the story:

“In those days, Peter, stood up in the midst of the disciples and said…” As the fiery spirit to whom the flock was entrusted by Christ and as the leader in the band of the apostles, Peter always took the initiative in speaking: “My brothers, we must choose from among our number.” He left the decision to the whole body, at once augmenting the honor of those elected and avoiding any suspicion of partiality. For such great occasions can easily lead to trouble.

Did not Peter then have the right to make the choice himself? Certainly he had the right, but he did not want to give the appearance of showing special favor to anyone. Besides he was not yet endowed with the Spirit. And they nominated two, we read, “Joseph, who was called Barsabbas and surnamed Justus, and Matthias.” He himself did not nominate them; all present did. But it was he who brought the issue forward, pointing out that it was not his own idea but had been suggested to him by a scriptural prophecy. So he was speaking not as a teacher but as an interpreter.

So, he goes on, “we must choose from those men who lived in our company.” Notice how insistent he is that they should be eyewitnesses. Even though the Spirit would come to ratify the choice, Peter regards this prior qualification as most important. Those who lived in our company, he continued, “all through the time when the Lord Jesus came and went among us.” He refers to those who had dwelt with Jesus, not just those who had been his disciples. For of course from the very beginning many had followed him. Notice how it is written that Peter himself was one of the two who had listened to John, and followed Jesus.

“All through the time when the Lord Jesus came and went among us, beginning with the baptism of John” – rightly so, because no one knew what had happened before that time, although they were to know of it later through the Spirit. “Up to the day”, Peter added, “on which he was taken up from us – one of these must be made a witness along with us of his resurrection.” He did not say “a witness of the rest of his actions” but only a witness of the resurrection. That witness would be more believable who could declare that he who ate and drank and was crucified also rose from the dead. He needed to be a witness not of the times before or after that event, and not of the signs and wonders, but only of the resurrection itself. For the rest happened by general admission, openly; but the resurrection took place secretly, and was known to these men only.

“And they all prayed together, saying: You, Lord, know the hearts of men; make your choice known to us.” “You”, not “we”. Appropriately they said that He knew the hearts of men, because the choice was to be made by Him, not by others. They spoke with such confidence, because someone had to be appointed. They did not say “choose” but make known to us the chosen one; the one you choose, they said, fully aware that everything was pre-ordained by God. They then drew lots. For they did not think themselves worthy to make the choice of their own accord, and therefore they wanted some sign for their instruction. [From a homily on the Acts of the Apostles by Saint John Chrysostom (Hom 3, 1.2.3: PG 60, 33-36, 38).]

– Fr. Dominic sometimes considers what he would be pictured with if he were ever canonized a saint. Would it be a book or scroll, for carrying the Gospel to all places? Would it be the instrument of my death, or my death to self? It gives me pause to consider the things I often carry around, and how they seem to not bear much importance in light of eternal life…

On the 4^th Sunday of Easter, the Gospel is always drawn from John 10, which is where Jesus speaks of Himself as the Good Shepherd.  This Sunday has therefore become known as Good Shepherd Sunday.  60 years ago, the Church decided that on this Sunday, it would be an opportune time for the faithful throughout the world to pray for vocations, especially for vocations to the priesthood in which the Lord provides shepherds for the Church.  

As I consider this day this year, I note that yesterday (or today if you read this on Saturday) marked the 44^th anniversary of my baptism.  Why is this important?  Because on the day of my baptism, the seed of my vocation was planted, as it is in each one of us.  In its most basic form, we are all called to a vocation of holiness, to become saints one day.  In His perfect plan for us, God has designed the unique way for that holiness to be lived out, which we call our particular vocation, the awareness of which continues to grow as we journey with the Lord.  The discovery of one’s vocation, though, is not an isolated experience.  It involves the entire Church supporting and praying for vocations, thus the command of the Lord: “Pray the Lord of the harvest to send laborers into his harvest.” (Mt 9:38; Lk 10:2)  The prayers of the people of God directly assist in the discovery of how the Lord is calling us to follow Him.

It dawns on me this year that my discerning my vocation to the priesthood was assisted by you (and the entire Church) before you ever knew me, and before I ever thought about the possibility of responding to the invitation of the Lord to follow Him as a priest.  The same can be said for all of us who have been ordained and are privileged to serve you here at the Cathedral.  So I extend my deepest gratitude for those prayers!  I think it also highlights the power of our prayers when we unite them with those of the rest of the Church.  We never know how and when our prayers will be answered, but the Lord uses all of them in His perfect Providence to accomplish His holy will.

During this Eucharistic Year, and as I have committed to reflecting on the gift of the Eucharist more specifically during this Easter Season, there is an obvious connection to the Eucharist on Good Shepherd Sunday.  Without the shepherds of the Church (bishops and priests) we do not have the Eucharist.  Only a priest is able to celebrate Mass and feed us with the Body and Blood of Jesus Christ.  Add to that the sacraments of Penance, Confirmation, Anointing of the Sick, and conferring Holy Orders.  As a result, gratitude for the gift of the Eucharist and all of the sacraments necessarily requires gratitude for the priesthood.  That gratitude is for the institution of the priesthood in general, but also gratitude for the individual priests who have been shepherds to us.  I would therefore encourage you to spend some time today calling to mind those priests who have impacted your life.  One of the great blessings of the priesthood is that despite the holiness of the individual priest, Christ still works through them.  Not every priest we have known has always been a reflection of Christ, the Good Shepherd.  Nevertheless, we can still thank God for using those priests to serve us.  Just for your awareness, I share a partial list of the priests for whom I am praying in a particular way today for their role in my life.

Father Joseph Dineen – priest who baptized me;  Father Don Knuffman – priest who heard my first confession;  Father Pat Jakel – priest who distributed Holy Communion to me for the first time; Bishop Daniel Ryan – bishop who confirmed me; Archbishop George Lucas – bishop who ordained me a deacon; Bishop Thomas John Paprocki – bishop who ordained me (and who has been a good father and friend to me my entire priesthood); and Monsignor David Hoefler – my Pastor for two summers as a seminarian, my first Pastor as a new priest, and my closest friend in the priesthood who has been an example and support to me in so many ways.

May we all give thanks to God this day for those Good Shepherds in our lives, praying that the Lord will continue to bless those who are still living, and that through the mercy of God, those who have passed may rest in eternal peace.