Alleluia!  He is Risen!  After completing our 40-day journey through the desert of Lent, and having once again entered into Christ’s Passion during Holy Week, we now rejoice anew in the victory of Christ risen from the dead!

There is a phrase in the liturgy that has caught my attention in a particular way over the past few years that serve as a sort of reference point for the entire Easter Season for me.  The phrase comes from the Easter Prefaces, which you will recall happens after the Offertory and before the Holy, Holy, Holy, leading us into the Eucharistic Prayer.  All of the Easter Prefaces begin their conclusion with the same phrase: “Therefore, overcome with Paschal joy.”

I think it is important to highlight that this joy is not just any joy, but it is Paschal joy.   How is Paschal joy different?  According to a quick search on an online dictionary, joy is generally defined as an emotion of happiness and delight.  Feeling joy is a great thing, and our faith can elicit very positive emotions.  But in the theological sense, joy is more than just an emotion.  Joy is a fruit of the Holy Spirit, according to St. Paul’s Letter to the Galatians.  Monsignor Charles Pope, a priest of the Archdiocese of Washington, explains Christian joy in this way:

The joy referred to here is more than a passing worldly joy. It is deeper than an emotional experience. It is rooted in God and comes from him. Since it does not have the world for its origin but, rather, comes from God, it is more serene and stable than worldly joy, which is merely emotional and lasts only for a time.

(https://blog.adw.org/2013/01/a-brief-treatise-on-the-fruits-of-the-holy-spirit/) 

So, this helps us understand what joy is, but the Church is pointing out a specific kind of joy, Paschal joy.  Paschal joy comes from the glorious truth that Christ has risen from the dead!  Life is victorious, sin has been defeated!  On the day of our Baptism, we became partakers in this victory, and because of that, we have great hope that will shall share in the Resurrection at the end of our earthly journey.  This means that even if we are suffering, even if we are discouraged with how our life here on earth may be going, even if we feel sad at the circumstances of our lives or the world around us, we raise our eyes to God and see the victory that has already been won, and the hope we have for what lies ahead for us.  Therefore, despite how we might feel, we can and should be overcome with Paschal joy as we celebrate this greatest of all feast days.

In 50 days, we will celebrate Pentecost, the day on which the Holy Spirit descended upon the Church, but we do not need to wait until then to enjoy the fruits of the Holy Spirit.  Remaining in the state of grace, receiving the Eucharist regularly, and keeping up our daily prayer with the Lord will fan the flame of the Holy Spirit within us and we will experience the abundance of those fruits in our lives, including joy.  If we begin to feel down and discouraged with what is happening in us or around us, we can simply cry out: “Come, Holy Spirit”, who will remind us of the victory Christ won for us through His death and Resurrection, and meditating on that, how can we not be overcome with Paschal joy?

On behalf of Bishop Paprocki, Fathers Paul Lesupati, Dominic Rankin, Dominic Vahling, Deacon Larry Smith, and the entire Cathedral Parish staff, we wish you all a very blessed Easter!

Father Alford     

Feast Day: March 31^st 

The Gospels tell us that an entire cohort of Roman Soldiers participated in mocking Jesus before His crucifixion, something like 600 soldiers abusing and jeering at Him. Just the night before, Jesus had reassured His apostles, “Do you think that I cannot appeal to my Father, and he will at once send me more than twelve legions of angels?” [Matthew 26:53] A legion is ten times the size of a cohort, and Jesus has more than a dozen of them, of angels, thousands upon thousands upon thousands of angels. But Our Lord said that while calling Peter back from his sword wielding, and as the soldiers sneered and struck the King of Kings no angels ever appeared.

Jesus instead chose death, self-sacrifice, giving His life in my place, loving us till the end. 

Now, this kind of love is amazing, and we must pause and let it sink in that Our Lord would have embraced all that suffering for JUST me or JUST you. But I think His choice to NOT defend Himself challenges us on a deeper level. If you or I were faced with a tortuous death, an unfair trial, the absurdity of senseless and unjustified suffering, wouldn’t we look for a way out? 

Jesus could have called upon angels, obliterating those trying to kill Him.

Jesus could have refuted the charges, casting on us the consequences of our sin.

Jesus could have accepted the gall, numbing the excruciating pain of the cross.

Jesus could have asked God for comfort, at least feeling the consolation of His Father’s presence.

But at every turn Jesus instead chose love, the kind of love that hurts, that costs, that accepts suffering and scorn from the one being loved. Jesus did not just suffer, He chose suffering, He accepted it for you and me.

And He asks us if we’d be willing to accept it with Him. 

“So the soldiers did these things,but standing by the cross of Jesus were his mother and his mother’s sister, Mary the wife of Clopas, and Mary Magdalene.” [John 19:24-25] How easy it is to brush past this poignant line: The soldiers doing their thing … Do we allow our minds and hearts to consider the full horror of crucifixion?… and then the brief mention of those standing by the cross. Do we know how hard it was for Mary and John and the other Mary’s to stand there, to watch Jesus die so horribly?! Do we realize how hard it was for Jesus to see His friends suffering with Him?

I gave up many little things for Lent – probably all of us did – and I failed in every one of my sacrifices. I chose YouTube to distract myself from a long todo list. I succumbed to dessert at the end of hard day. I took a hot shower when feeling drained or under the weather. Now none of these things are intrinsically evil, but they are all ways that I avoided suffering, said “no” to the cross, told Jesus I would rather find my own comfort somewhere else than stay with Him on Golgotha. I chose the golden calf. I denied Jesus. I embraced Him, and then abandoned Him, because His way wasn’t the one I signed up for.

And then He rose from the dead.

And when Jesus steps forth alive and glorious after that horrible death, He does not just show us that eternal life is possible, and the cross is not the end, but He comes back to me, and you, and Peter and the rest, and gives us another chance to choose Him, cross and all.

Balbina was the daughter of a Roman Tribune named Quirinus. He would have commanded one of those Roman legions, and was currently holding Pope Alexander I and another Christian named Hermes in prison, pressing both to renounce their faith in Christ. Hermes did not know how to answer Quirinus’s interrogations, and so points the tribune towards Pope Alexander, telling him that the Holy Father had raised Hermes’s son from the dead. Quirinus breaks down. His own daughter Balbina has a crippling and disfiguring goiter. Can the Holy Father heal her? Pope Alexander points Balbina away from his own chains to reverence those that held St. Peter just a few decades before. She finds and kisses the shackles of the first pope and is healed, and she and her father are baptized at the hands of Pope Alexander, eventually themselves becoming saints.

The story is beautiful, but the most amazing thing that happened was not the conversion of Quirinus, or the healing of Balbina, but what happened when they were baptized. Quirinus, baptized, no longer needs to scramble to uphold his position. He is a son of God, His identity is secure. Balbina, baptized, is cured of the far worse crippling and disfiguring of original sin. She is pure and free and beautiful as God always wanted her to be. But baptism also plunged them, and us, into Christ’s death. Of course, our being baptized asks us to continue to fight sin in our lives. And to continue to choose to live from a spirit of adoption (rather than that of an orphan). BUT, we must also continue to embrace the cross with Jesus, and receive the gift of His new life in God’s good time. 

– Fr. Dominic always loves to be wished “Happy Easter”, and nothing is happier than Easter, but Easter is no less real when happiness is harder to find.

As the Church begins our annual observance of Holy Week, permit me to take a short break from our ongoing series of praying with the Mass.  To turn our attention to these most important days of the liturgical year is actually not really a diversion from our reflections on the Mass, for the Mass itself was instituted during this sacred week on Holy Thursday.  Christ’s offering of Himself on the Cross for our sins on Good Friday is the very mystery that we enter into every time we are present at the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass.  Therefore the events of Holy Week are intimately connected with the celebration of the Mass, regardless of when we attend these Sacred Mysteries.  For our reflection as we enter this Holy Week, I would invite us to reflect on how this week was experienced by two of Jesus’s Apostles, Judas and Peter.  

Let us start with Judas.  In the Church’s readings for Mass on Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Holy Thursday, and at Good Friday Liturgy, Judas is mentioned in all of them – the only Apostle to claim that distinction.  By keeping Judas before our eyes, the Church is inviting us to see in him the example of what can happen if we fail to keep Jesus at the center of our lives.  Judas was called to be a follower of Christ.  Jesus said to him, as well as the others: “I have called you friends.” (Jn 15:15)  Before the Last Supper, Jesus says to these closest friends: “I have eagerly desired to eat this Passover with you before I suffer.” (Lk 22:15). Judas had his feet washed, like the rest.  But sadly, he was so blinded in his own greed that he continued with his plan to betray Jesus.  In the Garden, Judas identifies Jesus to His captors by giving Him a kiss, to which Jesus responds: “Judas, are you betraying the Son of Man with a kiss?” (Lk 22:48)  Judas eventually went away saddened at his choice to reject Christ’s love.  But his sadness was not true contrition, for had he been contrite, he would have let that gaze of Jesus penetrate his heart and chose the path of repentance, a path that would have led to a much different ending for him.

The story of Peter is not terribly different.  This head of the Apostles was so firm in his commitment to the Lord.  He promised to never deny Him, that He would even die for Him: “Lord, I am prepared to go to prison and to die with you.” (Lk 22:33)  But when the time for witnessing to Jesus came, Peter three times denied knowing Jesus, just as the Lord had predicted.  Right after his third denial, Luke’s Gospel recounts the following reaction of Jesus: “the Lord turned and looked at Peter.” (Lk 22:61). Peter remembered what Jesus had said about his denying Him three times, and Luke writes: “He went out and began to weep bitterly.” (Lk 22:62).  Unlike with Judas, the look of Jesus at Peter after his denial did not lead to despair.  Rather, Peter’s contrition was authentic, sorrowful for having denied the Messiah.  This sorrow would not be the end of his story, for he would be reconciled on the shore of the sea after the Resurrection, when Jesus asks Peter three times: “Do you love me.”  Three times, Peter affirms his love for Jesus, to make up for his three-fold denial.  And we know the rest of his story.

Two friends of Jesus, called to be with Him, called to share in His life, called to receive His Body and Blood at the Last Supper.  Both ended up falling out of their weakness.  Both were looked up with love by Jesus.  One despaired, and one repented.  This Holy Week, I invite us to meditate on that gaze of Jesus as He looks upon us.  No matter how many times we may have denied Him or rejected Him through sin, His gaze is one of love, not one of disappointment.  His gaze is an invitation to not flee and hide out of shame or despair, but to run to Him, to be embraced by Him.  He invites us to stand at the foot of the Cross as He gazes down on you with His arms extended in a gesture as if to say: “This is how much I love you.”  May His gaze fill us with sorrow for our sins, but may we find in Him that gift of mercy that He freely offers to us, a gift that can transform our lives this week if we let Him.  For with His mercy, our sins and failures are not the end of our story, they become the places of His victory in us when we surrender those sins to Him.  If you have not yet let Him win that victory over your sins lately, He will be waiting for you in the confessional to welcome you with His merciful love.

Father Alford